Why am I so afraid to talk to people? Yesterday during lunch I saw one of the managers of Baxter Ave. Filmworks, who actually knows me by name and always greets me there, at Borders bookstore, yet I didn't say Hi to him. Today at KFC (not where I wanted to end up, but...), I saw my barber and he saw me too, yet again I did not say Hi. How did I get to be this way? What is the worst that could have happened? Wouldn't it be nice to make new friends this century? I'm a mess.